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  Table of Contents

  Bad Company

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

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  Bad Company

  By K.A. Mitchell

  Bad in Baltimore: Book One

  Some things are sweeter than revenge.

  “I need a boyfriend.”

  Hearing those words from his very straight, very ex-best friend doesn’t put Nate in a helpful mood. Not only did Kellan Brooks’s father destroy Nate’s family in his quest for power, but Kellan broke Nate’s heart back in high school. Nate thought he could trust his best friend with the revelation that he might be gay, only to find out he was horribly wrong and become the laughingstock of the whole school. Kellan must be truly desperate if he’s turning to Nate now.

  Kellan’s through letting his father run his life, and he wants to make the man pay for cutting him off. What better way to stick it to the bigot than to come out as gay himself—especially with the son of the very man his father crushed on his quest for money and power. Kellan can’t blame Nate for wanting nothing to do with him, though. Kellan will have to convince him to play along, but it’s even harder to convince himself that the heat between them is only an act….

  For Thomasine. Without peer pressure, there could be no Butterscotch Schnapps Book. Thanks for loving Kellan even when he was a jerk.

  Thanks to Jennifer for the introduction to Baltimore, and thanks to Erin for keeping me company—good company.

  Thanks to Elizabeth and Dreamspinner for giving the Baltimore boys a new home.

  Chapter One

  KELLAN LICKED dry lips before tugging open the door to J.J.’s bar. Stepping into the cool darkness after a long walk under Baltimore’s late-spring sun had him blinking rapidly to keep from crashing into anything. Not that there was much to crash into. The bar was almost deserted.

  He wasn’t sure if that was a good thing. He’d never been in a gay bar before, and from the way they looked on TV and in the movies, he’d expected to be tripping over guys grinding away on each other. There wasn’t anything wrong with that, but Kellan hoped he’d have time to work up to shirtless guy-on-guy grinding.

  In addition to the absence of grinding, Kellan also noticed the lack of a disco ball and a thumping soundtrack. J.J.’s could have been any Baltimore bar at five thirty on a Monday afternoon, right down to ESPN playing on the set hanging over the bottles arranged behind the bartender.

  The barstools weren’t completely empty. As his eyes adjusted, Kellan saw what he’d come here for.

  Kellan hadn’t seen Nate Gray for fifteen years, but even with Nate’s back to him, Kellan could have picked him out of a crowd much larger than the five guys in the bar. Who else would sit up that straight, especially on a barstool? Nate would never change. Kellan pictured the too-serious expression Nate always wore, lips tight like he was afraid to smile too much, dark anxious eyes behind those round Harry Potter glasses—which Nate had worn years before anyone knew who Harry Potter was.

  Nate turned like he could feel Kellan’s stare, then quickly turned away. Had Nate recognized him? Even if Nate wasn’t happy to see him—and given the way Kellan had acted back in ninth grade, he couldn’t blame him—it didn’t matter. The long walk had given Kellan more than dry lips and sun blindness. It had made him twice as goddamned sure Geoffrey Brooks learned he couldn’t control his son the way he ran his company.

  That determination had Kellan striding down to the end of the bar to jostle Nate’s elbow and blurt out, “Hey, Nate. So, you’re still gay, right?”

  Unfortunately, Kellan’s timing sucked. Nate choked, spewing what he’d just drunk from the Corona bottle across Kellan’s left sleeve. Kellan used the excuse of slapping him on the back to wipe off his arm.

  Nate shook him off, wiped his own face with the back of his hand, and turned. Kellan had been right.

  Nate didn’t look very happy to see his old friend.

  Well, maybe friend was pushing it after the way things had gone back then. But they’d been friends for seven years before that one year when they weren’t. If Nate would let him, Kellan could make it up to him. The sneak attack might not have been the best idea, but it was getting late, and unless Kellan wanted to spend the night on a park bench, he needed to get the ball rolling. Besides, once Nate heard the plan, Kellan knew he would go for it. Nate had almost as much reason to want to put the screws to old Geoffrey as Kellan did.

  Nate’s eyes, already uncomfortably different without the familiar glasses, were half-lidded and lazy as he took his time looking Kellan up and down, gaze lingering on Kellan’s crotch long enough to make him squirm. “Kellan Brooks. My day from hell is complete. Yes. I’m still gay. And guess what?” Nate leaned in like he had a secret and then said in a loud whisper, “I think this is a gay bar. You might want to cover your ass with both hands as you run for the door. Wouldn’t want to get any queer on you.”

  When this brilliant idea first hatched in Kellan’s brain, he had skipped over the explaining-it-to-Nate part to get to picturing the look on the old man’s face when he got the bad news.

  Kellan could do this. Nate had always given in before. But it would be easier if he stopped sneering at Kellan as if he were dog shit stuck to Nate’s shoe.

  “Okay,” Nate said, rolling his eyes after a long pause. “Now that we’ve cleared that up, I need another beer.” He pushed the dripping bottle across the bar.

  Kellan slid onto the barstool next to Nate. “I need a boyfriend.”

  Nate looked like he was going to start choking again, though his beer was empty. Then his face went hard and still. “Blow me.”

  Kellan put a hand on Nate’s sleeve, and Nate shook him off again. “You don’t understand. I really need a boyfriend.”

  “No, you don’t understand. I really need some head, so if you’re not going to blow me, leave me the fuck alone.” Nate shifted on his barstool, leaning forward and back, glancing over his shoulder. “I swear, if someone from the paper is punking me—”

  “Can I explain this to you?”

  The bartender set a fresh beer in front of Nate.

  “If you’re paying, I’ll listen.” Nate nodded at the beer.

  “I can’t.” Heat hit Kellan’s cheeks, and he dropped his gaze.

  “Right. You can’t afford a beer.” Nate slapped a ten on the bar and glanced around like someone would save him from having to deal with Kellan.

  “I spent my last twenty on a cab to get to the paper. They said you’d be here, so I walked.”

  “A whole five blocks? Alert the media.”

  It had been more like fifteen. But with Nate sneering at him, showing the same kind of disgust Kellan’s dad was always quick to dish out, the words died in his throat and the flush got hotter, spreading into his neck. His cheeks felt as lit up as Rudolph’s famous nose. He’d never been able to sto
p it, but until now Kellan thought he’d given up being ashamed. Funny that Nate could make him feel worse than the old man could. Even with what he’d thrown at Kellan today. He tried to catch Nate’s gaze. “Will you listen to me?”

  “Can you give me one single fucking reason why I should?”

  With a desperate hope that Nate’s memories went back a lot further than that year where things had gotten weird, Kellan shoved up his sleeve to show the scar on his forearm, knowing Nate had one to match, a gift from a spike on a cemetery fence to two seven-year-old boys who had snuck off late one night because Kellan had wanted to introduce his brother to his new friend. When they fell bleeding onto the ground outside the cemetery, Nate had suggested that they become brothers the way some kids had done in a book he read. Nate understanding how much Kellan missed having a big brother had been worth his mother’s freak-out and the terrifying tetanus shot when their adventure became public knowledge.

  “That still count for anything?” Kellan pulled his sleeve back down.

  “Didn’t count for much as I remember.” Nate’s eyes narrowed, but there was nothing lazy about the look this time. “Cash, grass, or ass, man.”

  “Huh?”

  “Nothing’s free. You won’t blow me, you won’t buy me a beer, and for damn sure I don’t owe you any favors.”

  Kellan shrugged, trying for an ease he didn’t feel. “Maybe you’ve got me confused with my dad, man, because I never did anything to you or your family.”

  “So that wasn’t you laughing while your asshole friends showed the little faggot what a swirly was on the first day of high school?”

  There wasn’t anything Kellan could say to fix that. Couldn’t explain why instead of sticking up for Nate the way he’d always done, that time Kellan had gone along, promising himself he was there to make sure things didn’t get too carried away and Nate didn’t get hurt. Kellan knew that didn’t count for much.

  Nate slammed his beer onto the bar and stepped off the stool. “Well, this has been a fucked-up end to a long day. Good luck with that boyfriend thing. Play safe and remember to use lots of lube.”

  “Dude, wait.”

  DUDE, MAN. Nate was sure there was a bro waiting somewhere behind lips that were a shade too full to go with the rest of Kellan’s sharp features. Maybe the asshole really thought he could dump the blame on his dad, then pretend it was just like the old days. Nate kept right on walking out of the bar.

  He pulled his scooter off the sidewalk, strapped on his helmet, and turned the key. Kellan grabbed the handlebars.

  Nate probably could have managed to take off without dragging seventy-five inches of Kellan Brooks across the sidewalk, but he snapped, “What?”

  “I don’t have anywhere to go.”

  What Nate meant to say was Why the fuck is that my problem? but what came out was “What do you mean?”

  “My dad threw me out—cut me off—and….”

  “What about your friends? Your fiancée?” Nate wanted to bite the words back and ended up biting his tongue. Now Kellan would know Nate had bothered reading up on the dickhead’s life on the gossip sites, watched clips of him in that reality show he was on. In Nate’s defense, he worked for a newspaper. There might have been a reason other than that he still gave a shit about the big idiot.

  “We broke up,” Kellan said flatly.

  “Again? What was she, fiancée number five?” Damn, like that wasn’t obviously bitter.

  “Three.” Kellan licked his lips.

  Nate knew damn well Kellan wasn’t flirting, sudden inexplicable quest for a boyfriend or not. But Nate didn’t have a boyfriend, hadn’t even had a hookup in over a month, and his eyes moved from the pink tongue on Kellan’s lips to his green eyes and sun-streaked dirty-blond hair before Nate could remind himself that was a bad idea.

  With a mental shake of his head, Nate said, “You’ve got to have some other friends. Because whatever I am, I’m not that anymore.”

  “I owe most of them money.”

  “Well, if you came looking for cash, you came to the wrong place.”

  The scooter between Nate’s legs had suffered greatly in its previous existence as a vehicle of Chinese takeout. Despite the amount of non-wok oil and grease Nate had used to get it running again, the smell still hovered, unpleasant enough to cure him of a lifelong craving for kung pao chicken.

  Kellan still clung to the handlebars. “Why did your dad throw you out?”

  If Kellan said it was because he really had come out, Nate supposed he could find some sympathy in the midst of a big pile of serves-you-fucking-right. But the spark of sympathy drowned in a sudden stream of porn featuring Kellan’s wide mouth, panting and bruised from hard kisses, sliding down Nate’s cock, making him shift uncomfortably on the thin seat.

  “Can I—can we go someplace so I can explain it to you?”

  Kellan didn’t have the kind of big round eyes that should be necessary to pull off that wounded-puppy look. But it wouldn’t be the first time that appeal had suckered Nate in. And his tendency to take in strays had convinced his parents Nate was destined to be a veterinarian.

  He nodded.

  Kellan let go of the handlebars.

  “Are you going to hop on or jog alongside?” That sounded a lot more confident than the situation warranted. Nate wasn’t exactly sure the scooter would make it ten blocks with Kellan’s added weight.

  Kellan swung a leg over from the back, the careful way he arranged himself a clear indication he was trying to limit his touch to the scooter rather than anything made of Nate. That lasted until they lurched away from the curb and into rush-hour traffic. Kellan’s hands landed first on Nate’s shoulders, then on his hips.

  As they stopped for a light on Eastern, Kellan leaned close, breath tickling Nate’s ear. “What’s that smell?”

  Chapter Two

  KELLAN WASN’T sure if the tiny bike had sputtered to death on this back street or if this was where Nate was taking them, but when Nate took off his helmet, Kellan eased himself off the back of the seat where he’d been trying to keep himself. He swore that when they’d zipped up Broadway, weaving in and out of traffic, Nate had been trying to dump him off.

  Still without saying anything to him, Nate dragged the scooter up over the sidewalk and unlocked a green-painted door. The street was only one car length wide, the buildings all squat squares of painted bricks with different colored doors. Nate hauled the scooter through the door and put it next to a stairway that needed a fresh coat of baby-blue paint.

  “Is this your house?”

  Nate reached back out toward one of the three mailboxes next to the door. “It’s my apartment.”

  Without a this way or c’mon, he started up the stairs. Without options, Kellan followed. Nate’s apartment was bigger than Kellan expected from the outside. A good-sized living room held a couch and a desk. One wall made up the kitchen, with a counter separating it from the rest of the room.

  Still without saying anything to Kellan, Nate put his keys on a hook near the door and walked over to drop his mail on the desk. Kellan hesitated next to the door, but when Nate took two beers out of the fridge and put them on the counter, the ache in Kellan’s shoulders relaxed a little, and he took the beer Nate held out.

  There weren’t any chairs, so they leaned, facing each other across the counter.

  Nate took a long drink, though Kellan could feel Nate watch him around the neck of the bottle. Kellan drank a little of his, but the nerves multiplying like bunnies in his stomach weren’t exactly interested in any liquid being dumped on them.

  “So explain.” Nate put his half-empty bottle on the counter.

  Life should really have a fast-forward button so Kellan could get to the part where Nate was on his side without having to rehash all this shit in a way that didn’t end up with Kellan wandering around Baltimore with seventy-five cents in his pocket and the clothes on his back.

  A last-minute stay of execution arrived in a ball of gray fur l
eaping onto the counter. The cat sauntered between them, licked the lip of Nate’s bottle, and sat down to aim an appraising stare at Kellan.

  “Quan Yin,” Nate said, and Kellan assumed he was naming the cat and not starting a random discussion.

  Kellan loved animals; Nate had too. There’d always been a few cats or a baby squirrel in need of nursing at the Grays’ house. Kellan was more partial to dogs, wished he had one growing up, but after Keegan didn’t come home from Kuwait, the Brookses’ setter T-rex died of grief, and they never got another dog. Slicking his fingers with the condensation on his bottle, Kellan held them out toward the cat.

  She sniffed, then licked twice with a rough, tickling tongue. Kellan rubbed her chin and cheeks, and she purred enthusiastically, bumping his hand in encouragement.

  Nate sighed.

  “Animals like me,” Kellan said in apology.

  “I remember.”

  “That baby skunk you insisted we take to the vet? Remember?”

  “You were the only one who could carry it without it spraying us.”

  “Yeah. Still had to take tomato-soup baths. Made my hair orange.”

  Nate’s laugh turned into a quick, sharp cough.

  Quan Yin managed to twine herself around his forearm, and Kellan kept rubbing and stroking. Her purr rivaled the engine on the scooter and probably had more power. Between the cat on his side and Nate’s almost-laugh, Kellan thought he might not end up in a homeless shelter.

  “My father had some kind of meltdown after Delia and I broke up. I don’t know what caused it.” That wasn’t completely true. His father had been apoplectic about the pictures that popped up in an online rag of Kellan with his face between the tits of some waitress in Miami.

  Delia had been nice and sweet, so Kellan couldn’t exactly tell her that the thought of marrying her kept waking him up with cold sweats—once he’d even thrown up. He’d been saying that he wanted to make their wedding night special to explain away the fact that he hadn’t been able to get his dick hard enough to fuck her for the last month. So when she started picking out dresses, he’d brought some of his douchiest friends down to Miami, hit the skankiest clubs, downed Jäger mixed with Blast until he couldn’t think, and let nature take its course. That way Delia could tell herself she was lucky she found out now, be mad instead of crying. And hey, at least his dad should have been happy that he’d been out proving the fine qualities of Blast brand energy drinks, ensuring the family fortune.